Laptop or TV

I miss so much, but when we were talking on skype, he doesn't talk to me, he talks to the TV.

It pisses me off so much cus he gets to watch TV all fucking day and when I want to talk to him, he's still wanting to watch TV.
Is there anything I can do for him to take more notice!!!
I have started talking to him and he just sits there watching the TV and then he just turns around and goes 'what'?

He can be so irritating some times. I know I can be, but when I want to talk to him I will, but he ecnores me, then I will do the same. I try and talk to him, but he doesn't pay attention at all and I'm there like "fine, if you don't want to talk to me, then don't bother".

I swear to god if next time we talk on skype and he's just looking at the TV, I will stop the webcam, log off and turn my computer off cus I am not going to waist my time with wanting to do something far more intresting than talking to his girlfriend who he hasn't seen for over 3 weeks.

I'm angry with myself. WHy can't I keep his attention? Is he really that board of me? Am I really that boring?

How could I be intresting for him, I don't like or know anything about Xbox or its games, apart from Halo(not as though I have a choice) and Guitar Hero. I don't have the constant erge to spend all my money on crap and I don't like to hang around in bed all day, eat and do nothing.
I can't even help being his perfect girlfriend, which I don't care about as much as I would like to be a little better for him.
I wish he payed a bit more attention to me like he use to.
He doesn't play on the Xbox as much when I'm at his anymore, but this really takes the biscuit when I try and talk to himand I havn't seen him. Its like he just dosen't care. He will watch the TV and then after a few minutes he'll go "Emma?" and I go what and he will talk to me, buts its more like, 'I'm going to keep watching the TV and talk and I'm not really going to hear you, so your just going to have to get over it'.

OMG he's doing my nut in!!!

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Today, I tryed talking to my boyfriend, but yet again, he was more intrested in watching a movie. I tryed talking to him, but he was keeping everthing short, so I couldm't make a proper conversation with him.

I sent him two poems I had written(yes I'm a poet and I know its sad). Since I've sent them, I totaly regret it now. I thinks its a matter of time before he leaves me. If he goes out to the UAE, there is no reason to be with me and it would be a good excuse as well.

I want to see him, but I can't. I want to talk to him, whichI can do, but is he willing to listen? I don't think so :(

At the moment, I'm feeling a little bit like sloppy seconds, but I can't complain. He will be leaving soon and I will be nothing, but a memory at that.

I can just tuen skype off now and he wouldn't even notice.

Maybe he was right to say he wouldn't marry me before I asked him. Why would anyone want to do that.
He's a free soul and I don't think he would want to be tied down. Not by me. He could honestly do so much better than me.
He's good looking, has a nice toned build, quiet, shy and sensitive. I can understand why he would prefer to be with his friends than me. I'm not the most exciting person in the world.
Everyone in my house thinks I'm the most boringest student alive cus I don't go out drinking, partying(I avoid that at any cost).

Maybe, when he goes out and works, he can meet another young, beautiful English girl.

Maybe he will be happier in paridis.