I miss so much, but when we were talking on skype, he doesn't talk to me, he talks to the TV.
It pisses me off so much cus he gets to watch TV all fucking day and when I want to talk to him, he's still wanting to watch TV.
Is there anything I can do for him to take more notice!!!
I have started talking to him and he just sits there watching the TV and then he just turns around and goes 'what'?
He can be so irritating some times. I know I can be, but when I want to talk to him I will, but he ecnores me, then I will do the same. I try and talk to him, but he doesn't pay attention at all and I'm there like "fine, if you don't want to talk to me, then don't bother".
I swear to god if next time we talk on skype and he's just looking at the TV, I will stop the webcam, log off and turn my computer off cus I am not going to waist my time with wanting to do something far more intresting than talking to his girlfriend who he hasn't seen for over 3 weeks.
I'm angry with myself. WHy can't I keep his attention? Is he really that board of me? Am I really that boring?
How could I be intresting for him, I don't like or know anything about Xbox or its games, apart from Halo(not as though I have a choice) and Guitar Hero. I don't have the constant erge to spend all my money on crap and I don't like to hang around in bed all day, eat and do nothing.
I can't even help being his perfect girlfriend, which I don't care about as much as I would like to be a little better for him.
I wish he payed a bit more attention to me like he use to.
He doesn't play on the Xbox as much when I'm at his anymore, but this really takes the biscuit when I try and talk to himand I havn't seen him. Its like he just dosen't care. He will watch the TV and then after a few minutes he'll go "Emma?" and I go what and he will talk to me, buts its more like, 'I'm going to keep watching the TV and talk and I'm not really going to hear you, so your just going to have to get over it'.
OMG he's doing my nut in!!!
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